I am feeling particularly overwhelmed this week.
I am almost glad the Grouvia beta testing is going slower than I had expected. I’d rather have one or two people finding a problem than a hundred. Especially since the development team seems to be dragging their feet with bug fixing. It’s getting old.
But that’s besides the point.
The point is, I can’t even keep track of all the things that need to get done. My desk is a disaster, my email is piling up, my VAs are asking me what to do next, and I have an SEO job posting on oDesk that is a month old because I can’t find the time to interview candidates. And that’s only the stuff I can remember at this moment.
Example: (spoiler! embarrassing moment coming!) I spent the entire drive to my networking meeting this week practicing a new elevator speech about how Grouvia helps groups with four key areas: promotion, communication, planning, and sharing. My mind kept wandering and I had to keep forcing it back to the speech. I arrived at the meeting place and got my buffet-style, brown-edged lettuce and mayo-drenched “sea legs” stuff they call salad (don’t ask, cuz I won’t admit where we meet).
Then I sat through small talk with the guy at the table, the president’s intro, the 10-minute speaker, and 16 other elevator pitches. When it was my turn I started out strong. Then right in the middle I forgot one of the four things. OMG.
Of course somebody reminded me what the wayward item was, and I made a joke out of it, and the embarrassing moment was over… but still!
I read Meg Hirshberg’s latest piece in Inc. this morning on the treadmill (yeah, I switched topics, just stay with me for a minute here). She has real insight into the entrepreneurial mind, and she’s seeing it from the outside (which probably provides a lot more clarity than being on the inside). But it made me smile, because the lady gets it. I wish I had her cool in times like this, when I feel like I’m about to totally lose it. (If you don’t know Meg, pick up a copy of Inc.)
Meg + treadmill = illusion of calm. It’s temporary but that’s ok.
This crazy week will end, just like all the others. It’s all part of the journey. We learn from it, and move on. I’m not sure what I learned yet. Maybe just that life is weird and unpredictable and fun.
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